Venting

Well guess who's down to 800 calories for the rest of the week?

And now it's my assignment to chug a gallon of spring water per day.. that is, til I have to start to dehydrate

Here's a lovely snapshot of what I'm not eating.. but would really like to... Damn you Easter temptations! But I will not succumb!

Guess who's had the flu and has been throwing up since last night? (Not my son- which is good)

And I've still gotta get in an hour of cardio everyday!

I pretend this is what I look like.. so then cardio seems a little more motivating =)

I'm going a little batty, not gonna lie.

I had a swollen stomach all day (maybe from barfing?) and tried to run on the treadmill tonight... wasn't happening. I walked on an incline which is better than nothing, but suddenly felt the pressure of what I gotta do this next 10 days and almost broke down, right there in the gym.

Well to make matters worse, I got another unhelpful tidbit from another hater. An ex-figure competitor saw me in jeans and a sweatshirt last week and told my trainer that she can tell I'm nowhere near lean enough for the show. Well how about a slap in the face to both me AND my trainer? I'm so glad you took a look at my round face and thought, oh she must be chubby. Curse of my life, but hey I hope I surprise you.

I'll be checking in the rest of this week.. if I don't pass out ;)